I will meet someone who challenges me. Who I respect and who RESPECTS me. Who shows love, warmth, compassion, and loyalty. Someone that I can trust and who trusts me. Real love, passion, and dreams in alignment with mine. Someone who I can open up to, be myself with, and who supports and respects my art. I want to exhale. I want someone who dries my tears instead of makes me cry them. Someone who values me in their life and gives the love I deserve. Someone who would never break my heart. Someone who wants to share this crazy life with me and build something together. Someone who I can learn from but who also wants to learn from me. Someone who loves life and living it. Someone who wants to travel with me. Someone that I can lay my head on and feel safe. Someone who doesn’t just say flowery words and claim to love me, but who loves me enough to make me a promise. To prove it. Someone who doesn’t let me down, but who lifts me up. Someone who I can show all of the love in my heart to and they will embrace it and be grateful for it and never take it for granted. someone who listens and tries to understand me…and who never makes me feel less than a woman. Someone who is smart and who has lived life and who knows the earth because if you don’t know the earth, you don’t know yourself. Someone who will hold me if I’m sad or scared and who let’s me hold them. Someone who thinks I’m worth fighting for and who values me. Someone I can fall madly in love with and not worry and who makes my life bigger, not hurts me and tears me down. Someone I can laugh with. Always laugh. I want to feel so certain that if I were to get sick or have hard times, they would kiss my forehead and I could trust that they would take care of me….just like I would them. When I was younger I spent so much time lovING. Exhausting myself and hurting myself trying to show love. I really did try so hard. But I forgot to realize the fact that I deserve someone who loves me as much as I love others. .Now I want to be LOVED back. And I mean really loved back. And that is such a huge breakthrough for me. I want to learn how to receive something good and of abundance. I’m waiting for the kind of love that’s right for me. That’s reciprocated. I would rather be single for the right reasons than with someone for the wrong ones. I will save my heart for you, because you’re worth it. Even if it takes years for me to find you, I will endure the harshness and loneliness that this life can bring because you will be worth it. The culmination of all of these years of pain, and heartbreak, and hard times, and experiences…and all the songs and all the beauty in my sky. I will look at you and realize that all of those things were only mile markers leading me to the moment we touch and feel and love. Those things were reminding me of my strength, and my capacity to love. The depth of my pain and lonliness were reminders of how much I really needed you. Only you. I know you’re going through your own experiences and I want to have faith in God’s timing…but please hurry. I miss you all of th time. Your kiss will be the only rain that makes my flower bloom. I love you. You will read this one day.

Montana Mountain Vibes!!

Incredible drive and beautiful sun

nationalpost:

25 best nature photos of 2011
Aurora borealis, or northern lights, fill the sky on March 13, 2011 over Finnmark, Norway. (Photo: Tore Meek/AFP/Getty Images)

Beautiful!

Love this. :)

I live in nature where everything is connected, circular. The seasons are circular. The planet is circular, and so is the planet around the sun. The course of water over the earth is circular coming down from the sky and circulating through the world to spread life and then evaporating up again. I live in a circular teepee and build my fire in a circle. The life cycles of plants and animals are circular. I live outside where I can see this. The ancient people understood that our world is a circle, but we modern people have lost site of that. I don’t live inside buildings because buildings are dead places where nothing grows, where water doesn’t flow, and where life stops. I don’t want to live in a dead place. People say that I don’t live in a real world, but it’s modern Americans who live in a fake world, because they have stepped outside the natural circle of life.

Do people live in circles today? No. They live in boxes. They wake up every morning in a box of their bedrooms because a box next to them started making beeping noises to tell them it was time to get up. They eat their breakfast out of a box and then they throw that box away into another box. Then they leave the box where they live and get into another box with wheels and drive to work, which is just another big box broken into little cubicle boxes where a bunch of people spend their days sitting and staring at the computer boxes in front of them. When the day is over, everyone gets into the box with wheels again and goes home to the house boxes and spends the evening staring at the television boxes for entertainment. They get their music from a box, they get their food from a box, they keep their clothing in a box, they live their lives in a box.

Break out of the box! This not the way humanity lived for thousands of years.

-Eustace Conway <3 <3 <3 (my hero)